realization

I realize how much happier and better off I am. I have a tendency to put blame on myself and doubt everything I do and what I can do or could have done to fix it. Or to be better. Or be good enough.

It wasn't something worth fixing. I am better. I am more than good enough.

This is vague and I am keeping it that way. Too long of a story I think to get into in the first place but all the details don't matter if in the end of this I realize those important things. I knew them all along though :)